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February.

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February.

1.  | Love Box


2.  | How Johnny is Perceived By the Johnnys


3.  |♥ the bigass arashi pimp post ♥
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( the heart seeks. )

Just ;__; after another arguement which left me in tears

I've been thinking...with all these rumours, recent and past, about the relationships of JE boys and other girls/woman

My mind says, if they find someone they love, i'll be happy for them, wish them the best
but all that has only happened to only those I only HEAR about...not the ones i really care about

so what will happen when these things really DO happen to the boys i care about, the ones that really matter to me
will i be able to say "I wish you the best" "As long as you're happy"
sure i have no power over what happens but will my heart REALLY believe what i'm saying?

you know those stereotypical love stories/movies...the girl says, it's never going to happen etc etc but in the end it DOES happen
doesnt everybody wish those were their OWN stories, they say to themselves, it's all a business, sth they came up with to earn money
you know what you're getting into, it's entertainment
but inside they all wish the same thing, I'm special...maybe it'll be different with me :D

guess i'm just feeling down and thinking too much (:

but i hope that when the time does come to all the lovely JE boys that i really care about, i hope that when i write/say taht i hope the best for them and wish them their happiness, i hope i'll be able to say it wholeheartedly.

♥.

Because my previous TCG Post got too big ;__;


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